我們四面受敵,卻不被困住。心裏作難,卻不至失望。遭逼迫,卻不被丟棄。打倒了,卻不至死亡。身上常帶著耶穌的死,使耶穌的生,也顯明在我們身上。(林後4:8-10)

開學一星期了,我又經歷了很多可怕的日子。

痛苦得我連哭的氣力都沒有了。

 

多少次,我說﹕

「太辛苦了!神...我不想再堅持下去。我寧願放棄,甚至寧願死,也不想經歷一切。」

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經歷了一個漫長的暑假,又到了開學的時間。

每當,回想起這幾個月以來的經歷,

我都不禁問自己﹕「為甚麼我依然可以活下來呢?」

原來,沒有死掉,依然可以呼吸,可以微笑,可以哭泣,已經是神最大的恩典。

 

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主,我來尋求你的面,求你充滿我,來充滿我,
主,我渴慕你的同在,求你潔淨我,來充滿我。

耶穌,耶穌,耶穌,耶穌,你的寶血洗淨我,

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很久沒有打部落格了啊!

由Year 1暑假到Year2 的Sem 1,還真是發生了大大小小的事情!

雖然不是每一件都是好事,

但是,每一件都是這條恩典之路的里程碑!:D

 

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你相信嗎?

你走著的,

是一條恩典之路﹔

是一條滿載祝福之路。

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曾經,我也很想放棄。

 

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這幾天,我一直在想,

世上最痛苦的事是甚麼呢?

 

想了很久,終於讓我找到了答案。

是離開了神。

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最近很忙。

忙得有點像在沙漠之中,很飢渴,很枯乾。

然而,神總像秋雨甘霖一樣,降下衪的恩典、慈愛。

衪就這樣一點一滴地潤澤我的心田。

 

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呵呵~

今天在崇拜小冊子中,夾了佈道會的宣傳單張。

很開心。

很有看著自己的小寶寶出生的感覺,一份初生的喜悅。

回家後,急不及待地貼在家中簡陋的佈告板上。(用發泡膠DIY而成的~^^)

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踏入七月了。

這半個月,是很特別的日子。

好像發生了很多事,也好像甚麼事都沒有發生。

心情有點像過山車一樣,忽高忽低的,但幸運的是,高峰總比低谷的時間,多那麼一點點。

所以,活著,還是一件很美好的事情。

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今晚知道一個令我非常高興的消息,就是我的學傳組長嘉儀,找到工作了!

在facebook看到她寫的搵工見證,令我非常感動。

 

一直都知道她的夢想是當一名老師,

亦知道她為了神,在畢業之後一年,暫時放棄了這個夢想,

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why - nicole nordeman-

We rode into town the other day,
just me and my daddy.
he said I’d finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse
that of course, was not quite as wild.

We heard a crowd of people shouting,
and so we stopped to find out why.
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes.

So I said, “Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows.
Daddy please, can’t you do something?
He looks as though He’s gonna cry.
You said He was stronger than all of those guys;
Daddy, please tell me why.
Why does everyone want Him to die?”

Later that day, the sky grew cloudy,
and Daddy said I should go inside.
Somehow he knew things would get stormy.
Boy was he right, but I could not keep from wondering
if there was something he had to hide.

So after he left, I had to find out.
I was not afraid of getting lost.
So I followed the crowds to a hill
where I knew men had been killed,
and I heard a voice come from the cross.

And it said, “Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my robe?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows.
Father please, can’t you do something?
I know that You must hear my cry.
I thought I could handle a cross of this size.
Father, remind me why.
Why does everyone want me to die?
Oh, when will I understand why?”

My precious son, I hear them screaming.
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming.
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus, this hurts me much more than you know,
but this dark hour, I must do nothing,
though I’ve heard your unbearable cry.
The power in your blood destroys all of the lies;
soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look, there below, see the child
trembling by her father’s side.
Now I can tell you why...
she is why you must die.

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去澳門的Core Camp之前,感覺是自己本是甚麼都沒有的人,

回來之後,卻感覺自己盛載了很多東西。

一些我都不知道要怎樣形容的東西。

和身邊的同學、朋友和組員分享了之後,

發現我依然無法好好整理這些東西。

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每一次 都在 徘徊孤單中堅強
每一次 就算很受傷也不閃淚光
我知道 我一直有雙隱形的翅膀
帶我飛 飛過絕望

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